Sunday, August 30, 2009

WELL...




vacation coming to a comfortable close. am close to flying back home. coming home is looked forward to. forwarding all thoughts to the usual. usually, the routine. even if routine sometimes flogs you. but i likewise feel being flogged by just not doing anything. so in coming close to the routine, i look forward to doing anything.

have been away. not too long, but not too short either. but have i been rested? the flurry of activities and afterthoughts and emotions packed in four weeks have had me shuttled between highs and lows. no neutral grounds. i want hello's and hate goodbye's. i look at this bit of european trip as a marvellous gift, and a quiet acknowledgement that, yes, the sense of wonder and amazement and surprise is still not lost on me.

even if i now define wonder and amazement and surprise in another perspective. perhaps, a wiser and an aged perspective.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

A.K.A. KEVIN COSTNER




dazed,
i saw you standing, waving goodbye
but i couldn´t make sense of it.
all i could think of
albeit, a bit too late,
was that
i wasn´t allowed by fate
a few more seconds
to hug you
a bit tighter, and
a few bit more.

thank you, dear friend
even in tears
i rejoice in being away from you
because only in being away from you
shall we come
together again.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

PRAGUE



Once upon a time in a little Philippine town called Las Pinas, Czechoslovakia, along with Mississippi, was just another word among the many usually asked during English spelling drills. Once upon a time too, although not so long ago, Czechoslovakia was one united country. But as history would have it, the Czechs and the Slovaks decided to divorce and live separate lives. Alas, I am now in Prague, once upon a time the heart of Europe and rightfully the current capital of half what used to be Czechoslovakia - the Czech Republic.

A visit to the Czech Republic was also only a Filipino speller´s dream. The visa hurdle was far too complicated for a green-colored Philippine passport holder; a $2,500 security deposit was required even for just an overnight stay. But now that most eastern European countries have also been added to the growing list of the Schengen states, the dream conveniently came to fruition.

Prague is a charming city, at once transporting you to a flourishing past that will undoubtedly enliven and enhance any art discussion in a college Humanities class. The city is dotted with multi-dimensional forms of art: architecture, engineering, painting, music. Building structures and designs from different eras of the glorious European past ranging from baroque, gothic, renaissance, rococo, roman bring delight to an artist´s eyes.

I will not pretend to be an artist. Like the other transient visitors to this historic place who are unmindful of the tour guides´ laborious explanation of the differences among art forms in far from trite expressions, my main determination centers on capturing that one moment in time validating my being here: a quick digital snapshot complete with the essential smile or a giggle, though there is hardly anything to smile or giggle about.

Churches bill the evening´s performances of assorted concertos featuring the music of either Mozart or Vivaldi or both, or even a quartet with Bach and Beethoven, never mind if the no-entrance-fee-for prayer time is reduced to a mere thirty minutes prior to the opening hours for the dollar or euro spending and paying tourists. Yes, the awful lot that fills every square inch of the Stare and Nove Mestos (Old and New Towns)understanding that like the rest, you also understand that all you tourist lot understand nothing. But this musing has nothing to do with extolling the virtues of Prague or the Czechs. This is about another dream being fulfilled. An idea becoming.

I stayed at the Arnosta on Vorsilska street, a few steps away from Ostrovni, where if the name on the door is to be believed, Vaclav Havel resides. He, who was the last president of Czechoslovakia and the first president of the Czech Republic. Manfred Abele,that wonderful specie of a bosom friend, together with his ultra thoughtful wife Monika and second son Johannes, made the dream possible.

On our first night, we sat for a nightcap in a terrace at the foot of the famous Charles Bridge by the Vltava, Prague´s principal waterway. I mentally recounted similar bodies of water I have had the similar opportunities to cross, wade in, travelled on, sat by: the Rhine, Thames, Seine, Nile, Yangtze, Ganges, Elbe.

And as I sip the last of my gin tonic, I looked up to the skies and thank the heavens for my very good fortune. A very good fortune, indeed.

Monday, August 17, 2009

NATURE TRIP




Yesterday, I sat by the banks of the Goetzenbachsee, a small body of water up the mountains of Goeggingen; not so much of a sight to the locals probably, but to a foreign eye, it offers a corner for solace and reflection, a wide space to breathe in refreshment, and a patch of green to appreciate nature more.

It is impossible not to think of God there, or even for an unbeliever not to acknowledge the existence of a Supreme Being who ordained for the place to be.

The smell of grass and the unchartered movements of the hundreds of organisms that inhabit the roots, the blades and even the fallen leaves from the surrounding birch trees that stood like Buckingham guards beside the lake.

The plopping of fishes as they swam towards the surface for perhaps, a "breath" of fresh air.

The ripples in the water as a mother duck leads her wading ducklings across one side of the water to the other. The chirping of the birds in a cacophony of sounds complementing one another as if playing for the same orchestra or band.

There are a few white butterflies and blue and brown dragonflies and the eternally present grey flies, and two shameless ladybugs unmindful of the prying eyes of this writer, enjoying a good fuck.

Ah, but everything about nature is without a doubt pure, honest, and godly! Like the lake, ladybugs, and fucking.